I've been away for a while. Percolating. Crossing a threshold I'd been standing at for years. I stepped back from this newsletter to finish the crossing. And now I'm on the other side, still walking, still evolving, but writing to you from a different ground than before. I want to tell you where it started. At the peak of what anyone looking in from outside would have called success, something silently cracked open in me. I had the title. The income. Every box on the external